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Ann Chiappetta

When It Is Finished 🎨🖼️

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The question, how does one know when a creative piece of work is completed? I discovered this might be the same and yet be assigned a variety of judgements depending on the form and medium.

 

I tinker with my literary and genre pieces for months or years, depending on how invested I am in actually finishing them. I am much better at finishing drafts than ever before. It is due to feeling that the time I do have   is more precious.

 

It is different, a quicker production with my art pieces. I have this canvas board piece I’ve been making for months, not years.  At first, it was going to be a geometric piece, but as I began working on the elements and color choices, it began taking control away from my original design plans.

It kept speaking to me, pushing for more texture, more focus within the box, something more to draw the eye above and below the center. This piece wants me to be messy.  Take chances. Trust the process.

 

I wasn’t  sure when or where to stop. More flowers? Stems?  Fabric? Marks?

It would sit for days, even weeks without me working on it. I’d fall asleep at night thinking what it wanted from me and why I wasn’t open to what it wanted.  I began to doubt it would ever be finished.

 

When this happens, I clean, straighten up my studio. I puttered around, wiping down surfaces, returning brushes, paint, paper and scissors in their respective jars, bins  and drawers. I trolled Amazon and online art stores for supplies. I did not have a clue what supplies I might need to finish this elusive piece, but I trust my intuition, have faith in my creative core, so I distracted myself until all would be revealed.

 

I reached into a storage drawer to slide in some brown paper when my fingers touched the black netting I’d stashed away. Yes, FYI, artists are pack rats, especially collage and mixed media creators. I grabbed it and knew this was what I needed. Why it did not manifest as an idea before is a mystery. But thanks to my cleaning binge, I finished my piece.

 

Each art piece I complete builds the inner relationship with my creativity. I am still learning how to be more patient and push through the pauses while bringing a piece to fruition. It could  be because I am older now, more purposeful. I hope you like the art piece that has proven my efforts are worthwhile.

Main Composition:  vertical orientation  18 x 24  mixed media canvas board.  A predominantly mauve/purple-gray background. From top to bottom, A black, open weave net  drapes from the top to the middle ground, adding a curtain effect. A yellow ribbon runs across the top resembling a valance.

Behind the curtain, three prominent yellow flowers with black centers, painted in a loose, expressive style with curved green stems are layered atop a darker, cloud-like  background. The inner, centrally placed  window is decorated with Vertical striped patterns in black and white/light purple running along the top and sides, creating a frame-like border effect.

 

Within the inner frame are three yellow flowers with long curved stems outlined in raised wax outlines. A bug made with glass beads and  black netting sits at the bottom left corner of the inner window. Bordering the inner and outer window frame at the bottom are strips of paper mache in random, faded colors.

 

 

 

 

 

wall art resembling a window with black net curtains parted revealing an inner window looking out on three flowers. Colors are purple, gray, yellow and black. A beded resembling a bug sits in the bottom left corner .

art piece described in post.

disability Anthology Coming Soon 📕

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So excited to share this promotional flyer for “DISABLED VOICES ANTHOLOGY COLLECTION: This Too Is A Life” edited by Tracee Garner.

The cover image of the book  shows diverse faces in profile. The flyer lists 24 contributors’ names and circular headshots arranged in a grid, including Tonya Gilchrist, Mizdanak, Elie Zameski, Tracee Garner, Kamilah Martin-Proctor, Christyna Hunter, Angel Ackerman, Katherine Schnieder, Annie Chiappetta and others. The text “COMING SOON” appears vertically on the left side. The flyer has a beige background with black text.

So much is happening it’s making me tired. Well, kind-of …

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Did you ever feel a bit worn out but also accomplished? This is me. Fatigued and relieved. Deadlines rushing up and being met. Planning and being rewarded for taking the time for it. That kind of thing.

 

Aging into the life of writing and now art, I do my best to pace myself but it doesn’t always work. Sometimes technology fails and time runs short or I don’t rise from my very comfortable bed when I should to complete tasks for the day.

 

When this happens, I shift things around and all’s good in the end. I can pull carrots tomorrow or grind herbs when time permits.

 

The Zen of this message is keep moving, keep crossing those tasks off your list and  tell yourself, “I did good today,”.

 

Traveling While Blind ✈️

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Traveling while blind is not for the faint of heart. It’s been years since I’ve traveled outside the good old US of A. The last time I flew was back in 2017 to Ontario with my guide dog, Bailey.  This time it is Dublin, Ireland with my bestie without the dog. The paperwork and restrictions just seem insurmountable.  The amendments to the ACAA, or Air Carrier Access Act in 2016 required additional and burdensome meant to identify the individuals posing their emotional support animals or ESAs as service dogs. The amendment instead put the burden of proof on the actual guide and service dog handlers. Additionally, air carriers added the forms to their websites and broke the accessibility to fill them out online with assistive technology, causing mass confusion about  the application to fly with a legitimate service dog, which wasn’t required prior to 2016.

 

It is the proverbial bad apples spoiling the whole bunch. Even flying within the United States and its territories has become confusing and based on what I’ve read and heard from other guide dog users, depending on the carrier, you might get denied when you are at the gate boarding the plane because of their own failure to process your application.

 

Anyway, without my dog, I feel  less agile. I use a white cane and a support cane. I am fat and feel like I haven’t been traveling for a decade, which is partially true. But I love traveling. The challenge is what I live for, like packing as light as possible. I think I will need to sacrifice bringing an extra pair of jeans for undies. I am a size 20 and my bestie is a size 10, so my bloomers won’t dry overnight. I will pack as many as I can just in case.

 

One day I will get one of those bags that  is the size of a carryon but claims to fit three days of clothes plus a pair of shoes, laptop, a charging station and an anti-leak water bottle holder. But I wonder if the perceived extra room   of this wonder of the luggage world includes a place for the supplements and OTC  treatments older travelers will need to pack.

I will carry and deploy the bib of protection so I can get three days out of my shirt.    I will set aside $$ for laundry services. Such is the life of a large Marge.

 

Ireland will require a charging adapter, international phone plan, disability assistance at the airport, and maybe a seat belt extender. I can’t forget my neck pillow.

Will it be hotter than expected, will I  bring the right clothes for the weather?  Will I even need the thick hoodie on this trip? It’s been warmer than usual over there. Global warming really messes up my planning, you know?

 

My travel agent reported some disappointing news regarding some excursions and my disability. I was half-shocked to receive denials from a few excursion companies because I am blind and use a walking cane. WTF???

I am still deciding whether or not to wear a cap emblazoned with “Blind Traveler” and a wrist tether keeping us from being separated. Tomorrow I will most likely order them from Amazon, just to be safe.

I must remember I will not be in the United States, that other countries handle people with disabilities differently. But, alas, I am a “entitled American”. Will I run away in shame when I am faced with a potential denial? Or shall I aggress against the status quo?    Hm, it depends on the best refund and/or credit opportunity. 😉